hey friends. I'm going to take a break from dA for about a week. lately, dA has been making me sad, and I need to get away from it for a while. I will continue my to do list when I get back. I hope you all understand.
in more depth of my hiatus if you'd like to know:
dA has began to make me feel... worthless? I don't feel good enough and my art is not where I want it to be at. Another thing, which is also kind of selfish. I see these amazing artists, but they don't acknowledge other artists unless their skill level is as good as theirs or better, which makes me feel really sad. its the whole 'notice me senpai' kind of thing. for example, if I tried to make friends with an artist who I looked up to, or is an amazing artist, most of the time, it doesn't get anywhere, but, if an amazing artist tries to become friends with the other amazing artist, they immediately become friends. its like.. what about the artist with lower skill levels? we want to make friends and be acknowledge too you know.. i'm sorry if this sounds bad & selfish but I can't help myself from feeling like this or thinking like that.. i'm sorry, hate/unwatch me if you like... this is why I accept everyone who talks to me, because I don't want to make them feel like I do.. even though i'm not an amazing artist that people desire to be friends with.. anyway.. bye guys <3